A couple of weeks ago I took the plunge and purchased a light to try and help deal with my Seasonally Affective Disorder. It is not something I have ever really tackled before: I have just accepted that during the dark winter months I will get more down than usual.
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But this summer I was hoping to come off the small dose of anti-depressants that I take. Unfortunately this year has been particularly difficult for our family and I thought it wise to stay on the tablets for the time being. So to combat winter (I don’t mind the cold, I just hate the dark and the rain) and on advice from a counsellor, I have started using the light for about half an hour a day from the 1st of September.
I tried to do some art during this time but the light is SO bright that it’s impossible so I have acquired an adult colouring book and I do that for half an hour. It is brilliant (excuse the pun): I use pencils (cheap ones, not my best ones) and carefully colour each amazing design. I use the same technique which I use for my colour pencil art work and I add shading etc. It’s very soothing and quite addictive.
There are some positives to winter that I try and remember:
Snuggling down on the sofa next to the lit wood burner with a good book and some chocolate.
Thick stews (just for me as the Engineer and the Teen don’t like them).
Snow, as long as it doesn’t last too long and I can go out and play and then go back inside.
Wrapping up with hats, scarves and gloves to go out on a cold crisp day.
The sense that nature is waiting and sleeping ready for spring and that winter won't last forever.
I went back to my Wednesday morning art class this week and was brave; I didn’t take my colour pencils but instead took watercolours. I am very comfortable with colour pencils but watercolours scare me. I decided to paint a red pepper and my lovely art tutor demonstrated how to do washes. She made it look so easy, .... its not. It’s basically learning to control a whole new medium, one that uses water! So below is my very first attempt, I can see where I have used too much water, not enough water and basically got a bit scared.
I will keep practicing though. It is nice to use a paint brush, there is a nice feeling to seeing the paint appear on the paper and feeling the paper underneath your brush. I also didn't have very long to do this so its only about half an hours work, I will add some more to it later on.
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